27528) I don’t want this anymore. I forced myself to eat normal all week. Now my body is so bloated and uncomfortable and I feel like everyone is noticing how disgusting I am. I don’t like being sick and I don’t like being well. I have nothing.

27527) You force me to eat. Sometimes, I think it’s just because you want to be the skinny one.

27519) I spend my days out with people who are skinnier than me. Every cute guy that walks past, all I can imagine him thinking is how fat and disgusting I look. I don’t eat while I’m out but then I go home and can’t control myself and binge until I can’t eat any more. I can’t purge it though and I just end up feeling fat, horrible and weak willed.

I can’t hide it anymore… I miss you…

There is no ‘normal eating’ because there is only binging and starving.